21ST MARCH 2012

shall pour out my feeling ........ hello everyone. Its 12.36am and im still not asleep. Life for me has been pretty bad cept for the genting trip. Don't know why but just feel that why am i so stupid sometimes, i mean "stupid" when it comes to studies. Its just doesnt click, like i mean no matter how hard i do is useless. No matter how much effort i put in, the result is shit. And i guess probably its all my fault. such as sleeping late , skipping school, not doing homework, not studying and all. And yeah, passed 1 freaking subject only and yet i can still be happy bout it ( in terms like whereby i cant be bother or so ) and now im starting to regret. Seriously, why didnt i study hard when i was young. Why is everybody so hardworking? Why is everybody so smart? Why am i not good in this subs ? Why, why, why? i can't be bothered by all this shit. : x